My first love appeared in my life again and I need advice

2022.01.22 20:47 samasemo_66 My first love appeared in my life again and I need advice

So, when I was in prep school there was a boy that I loved but I never admitted my feelings to him, neither did he.
We got really close back then and we were best friends, talking 24 hrs, and such stuff, none of us even hinted anything about our feelings, yet it was obvious that we both love each other. For a while back then, he started replying late and I didn't really like that I felt some coldness even though his eyes said he loved me whenever I see him. He always respected me, yet this was the only thing that made me mad. I distanced myself, and started replying late again. On that time, another boy came to my school and he was so shy that I tried to help him out at school work because I was the nerd of the class. That boy hinted a lot of his feelings to me, he even admitted it, yet nothing happened between us and I never hinted back. That was parallel to me distancing myself from that other guy.
Anyway, one day, my childhood love blocked me on social media and that really hurt my feelings, how could someone so close to you decide to remove you out of his life. I never tried to get in touch since then. 1 year later, he followed me on another social media platform. I accepted it. We only talked for 3 times for that year. But a year ago, he started replying much to my stories and trying to be friend again, yet I never asked him why we did that, I expected it was because of the other guy anyway.
Recently, he vented to me that he had feelings for me when we were young and that I was the only love of his life and that everybody around him got in relationships except him. He said that the other guy told him we were in a relationship and that made him really heartbroken for years that he stopped doing his favourite sport and he got depressed. He still hasn't said anything about -now- so I asked him in a humorous way about not getting in a relationship, "what, loyalty", and I replied back to myself "oh no, you said you liked me -back then- so not loyal haha", he said that it was just a word, so that if I moved on, it'll make no difference.
Anyway, we started getting close again, but he hinted something about if I got married he'd have destroyed my wedding.
He still did his old habit, reply late to me, sometimes no response at all, even though he's the one who came back to my life again and said all that shit! Whenever I tell him I don't like that he apologise yet change nothing. He knows many girls, he even admits that he got so close to someone.
I really don't know what he's doing and whether he still care or not. And I really don't know how to treat him! Whether I should care or take his cold or late replies as disrespect, he really changes from day to day and I don't know what that is, I never really moved on and him coming back to my life was something that made me happier. Any advice?
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2022.01.22 20:47 SmoothPuff420 Somebody know the meaning of Wardens voice lines?

I'll be honest I don't even know if it's Chinese or Japanese. I think Japanese but pardon my ignorance.
Anyway somebody can pls translate or give me a link to their voice lines translations?
Thanks a lot!
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So my hair I'm the front goes down around the bottom of my lip and the back if my hair is just short of the base of my neck. Is there anyway I can make it into ponytail and make it look good? Anything would be helpful even if it's a tutorials video maybe I just had bad luck lol.
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2022.01.22 20:47 councillleak Philips Hue 1600LM vs 800LM comparison/review

https://imgur.com/a/i6Jsk1g
I'm just an amateur Philips Hue fan, so don't expect scientific measurements or the best photography, but I just got a hold of one of the new 100W/1600LM white and color bulbs and wanted to add my thoughts to if they are worth the extra money compared to my several years old 800 LM white and color bulbs. (It appears the most basic bulbs available for sale today have slightly different words printed on them, but they are still listed at 800 LM so I assume the output is similar to my bulbs which were bought in around 2017).
I have a sorta unique apartment layout with a huge and long living room/kitchen area, large windows on one of the short walls, and only one crappy overhead fan light to cover over half the living room. During the day it's fine because so much light get's in from the window, but at night or on especially cloudy days it's damn hard to see things in the living room including in the corner where my WFH desk is.
I have been using a lamp with an older Philips Hue bulb that felt just a bit too dim for my liking. Especially when I'm working and need to get stuff done. It was always fine for just relaxing at the end of the day. So, I bought one of these new bulbs, and first decided to plug it into one of my two down-firing pendant lights in the kitchen. That way I could have a direct comparison to the older 800 LM bulbs.
Honestly, at first, I was disappointed. It looked a little brighter but in the "you'd have to be looking for it to notice" kind of way. See in my second photo, I had to label which bulb is which or you couldn't tell. Looking down there was a slightly noticeable, wider, and more pronounced circle of light produced by that bulb. But certainly not worth the extra money for.
Then I plugged it into the living room lamp where it's intended to live, and I started feeling a little better. I focused each of these shots on the middle of the lampshade, and they don't look that different at first, but then notice the ceiling and behind the bookshelf. The 1600 LM clearly has enough increased power to illuminate corners of the room that the 800LM bulb can't. And you do feel a difference in that use case, things are just easier to read on my desk because more light is reflecting down off the ceiling onto things.
In conclusion, don't expect this thing to seem perceptibly twice as bright as the older bulbs. I think for the vast majority of use cases the lowest cost bulb will be the best option. But if you have a large space that can only be illuminated by table lamps because your apartment developer was too stupid to think people would want more than one dim ceiling light in the living room, then it's maybe worth the money. I'm certainly not upset I have one, and it's not worth the hassle of returning, but I probably won't be buying anymore for the foreseeable future.
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2022.01.22 20:47 Sean_A_D Does society withhold validation from men in order to control us?

External Validation (the feeling that you have been accepted by your social group or close relations and sexual partners) is a human need, we are after all social animals, but there is a modern myth that it’s is wrong or even dangerous to give men too much validation…. Incapsulated in some part by the phrase “his ego will get too big” or something like that, and as a result a lot of men, maybe even most men are desperate for validation and will look for it anywhere.
Sex is a big way in which men receive external validation, withholding sex makes the man think of himself and somehow unworthy or unattractive…
In tribal times, the men would have been put through a ritual trial, which if complete, cements ones place in the tribe.
In modern times, withholding external validation is the main method of controlling men, it’s how they get us to work longer hours for less pay under the promise of a promotion later that may or may not come.
Economic power is one of the few ways men are validated so of course you are going to find a lot of men willing to work themselves to death for the possibility of future external validation.
Status is the means to which men are rewarded, but status can only be granted to a minority so as a result, most men will work towards the prize of external validation and never revive it, leaving men feel cheated and manipulated.
This is not a purely gendered issue, we can see with clarity what women are prepared to do for external validation.
Women are also controlled by external validation, social and technological structures exist simple to allow a very specific type of women with a specific set of attributes a lot of external validation, leaving the majority of people feeling left out or unworthy.
It doesn’t take much to see how this effects people online, with individuals falling into all sorts of online groups that will give you all the validation you require as long as you adhere to a strict set of beliefs, this is almost certainly contributing to the politics of division.
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